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Hyunseung apologize to B2ST fans after his departure – Read his message

Hyunseung shared his apology message after his daparture!

Beast Hyunseung

Former BEAST member Hyunseung posted an apology after his departing from the group in 2016.

Hyunseung shared an apology message to all b2st fans after his departure and telling his honest story to them, by writing a post on his Instagram page today July 31.

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His message was as follows,

“Hello, this is Jang Hyun-seung.
It seems to be a long story, but I want to tell you my story that I wanted to convey.

In the last 7 years, I was so boldly loved by my bistro before I left. I thought that singers who danced and sing on TV were splendid and cool, and after that I had a great dream and spent 5 years of practice, With bistro I was able to debut.

I made my debut and dreamed,
At the time of my activity, I had my own discomforts, and there was a musical thirst that did not go away. I tried hard to stick to my individual rather than understanding for group activities and teamwork. I listened to other people and made my stubbornness and self-esteem.
The wall with the members so slowly got thicker and instead of choosing unity I chose to move away.”

Hyunseung added, “At that time, I had lost my ability to control myself and came to show a bad attitude from all the official seats including the stage, and I was mistaken that I was enjoying youth in all aspects. I thought that maybe it was cool.

It was hard to say that I was sorry when I felt sorry for my unnecessary self-esteem. But after I left, a lot of things happened to me, and the process I experienced was hardly an experience.
So when I put my pride down, I was able to hit the floor, so I got the enlightenment and freedom from my own floor.
I can not see myself, I left only hurt to others.

At the same time, I now know how much it hurts me with my rash and selfish decisions, and I really want to say sorry to those who have hurt me.
Sorry.”

*We just translated his message, if there are any spelling mistake please tell us.

. . . . 안녕하세요, 장현승입니다. 긴 글이 될 것 같지만 꼭 전하고 싶었던 제 이야기를 전하고자 합니다. 지난 7년, 탈퇴 전 비스트로 활동하면서 여러분께 너무 과분한 사랑을 받았습니다.어릴 적 TV에서 춤추고 노래하는 가수들이 화려하고 멋있다고 생각했었고, 그때부터 큰 꿈을 가지고 5년의 연습기간을 거쳐 좋은 기회를 통해 멤버들과 함께 비스트로 데뷔할 수 있었습니다. 데뷔를 하고 꿈을 이룬듯 했지만, 활동 당시의 저는 저 나름의 불편함들이 있었고 또 해소되지 않던 음악적 갈증이 있었습니다. 그룹활동과 팀워크를 위한 이해 보다는 제 개인을 고집하는데에 힘을 썼고, 남의 말은 듣고도 곧바로 제 고집과 자존심을 부려 멤버들을 포함한 주변 사람들을 많이 힘들게 했습니다. 그렇게 서서히 빚어진 멤버들과의 벽은 너무 두터워졌고 화합을 선택하는 대신 저는 멀어지는것을 선택 했습니다. 그때 이미 저는 스스로를 통제할 수 있는 능력 마저 상실해 무대를 포함한 모든 공식 석상에서까지 불량한 태도를 보이기에 이르렀고 모든 면으로 참 철없었던 제 모습이 젊음을 즐기는거라 착각까지도 했습니다. 어쩌면 그런것들이 멋이라고까지 생각했습니다.지금 보면 많이 후회스러운 모습들입니다. 고집만큼이나 불필요한 자존심이 쎄서 미안하면 미안하다고 말하는게 어려웠습니다. 하지만 탈퇴 이후, 저에게 많은 일들이 일었고 겪는 과정이 경험이라기엔 많이 힘들었습니다. 그러할때 제 자존심을 내려 놓으니 그동안 치기싫어 버티던 바닥을 칠 수 있었고 , 그렇게 제 나름의 바닥에서 전 깨달음과 자유로움을 얻게 되었습니다. 제 자신은 보지 못하며 남에게 상처들만 남겼습니다. 동시에 저의 경솔하고 이기적인 결정들로 얼마나 큰 상처를 줬는지 이제서야 알게되어 제게 상처 받으신 분들께 정말로 죄송하다는 말씀 꼭 드리고 싶습니다. 죄송합니다.

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